“Mr. Matthews, we are going to ask you to open the door for us.” A voice pelts through the door separating me from them.
I stumble across the floor before losing my balance. Scrambling towards that same door, I pressed my back against it, my bare feet slipping out from underneath me.
“Mr. Matthews if you don’t open up the door, we will break it down, you don’t want that do you?” a voice asks me, the same voice from before.
“Leave me alone!” I scream at them.
“You know we can’t do that Mr. Matthews.” A different voice replies to me.
Heavy red and blue strips slice through my white lace curtains, along with fluorescent white headlights that burn my sensitive eyes to look at, white lights bouncing off the walls and into my eyes.
What did I even do? My face is covered in a hot and sticky amount of sweat. My chest heaves heavily and my heart strains to pump blood through my body. I must’ve been running just before I reached the house. I try to gain my footing again but my feet just slip out from underneath me again.
My arms trickle sweat, beads of perspiration beginning to move and slide down my arms.
That was whenever my eyes caught a glint of red, just for a short second, enough for me to take notice.
My crazed eyes land on the red blood that coats my hands, red blood splatters following up into my arms, near my elbows. My fingers touch at the blood that is already beginning to dry, tacky from an unknown persons body.
“Oh God…” I call out my voice caught and jagged in my throat. The voices outside the door, along with the sirens, on top of the voices inside of my skull begin to stumble and overlap one another.
Where one sentence ends, another voice is there to take its place.
My hands find my ears and grasp at them, tacky blood coating my ears as my fingernails begin to rip at my ear, an attempt to pull them off.
Maybe then the voices would stop.
More sirens. More commands. More voices.
“Emerson, we just want to talk to you, can you do that for me?” A female voice stands out from the others. Maybe it’s because they think I’ll trust a female more than a male. They are wrong, even if her voices are calmer than the other ones, less harsh.
“Just stop!” I yell out to them. More voices are attempting to talk to me. I can no longer decide what is real and what is fake. Voices inside my skull attempt to talk over one another, making me go mad.
My fingers continue to claw at my ears that are now tacky with blood.
Anything to stop the voices.
Again, this time from the other side of the door, they are drawing in closer.
“Emerson, open the door!” Someone yells at me, a man, with a voice that makes me jump.
“Just stop.” I beg as I shake now, rocking back and forth, my spine crushing against the wooden door so hard that it shakes.
Voices inside of my head fight for dominance and figures dance in the headlights that shine through the curtains.
I can almost hear the click of the guns they’ll fire at me.
“Just stop.” I beg again.
“Mr. Matthews, this is your last chance.” The same, meaner voice, yells at me.
“Stop it.” I beg them.
“Mr. Matthews we will beat down this door.”
“Stop.” I whisper, tears rolling down my cheeks and dripping onto my knees, soaking the fabric that covers them.
I rock back and forth. Voices combine.
“Stop it.” I say out loud.
“Last chance!” The woman now yells.
“STOP!” I scream out into the air.
And just as quickly as they came, the voices all come to a standstill. They stop in a dead silence.
My eyes peel open, fresh tears still streaking my cheeks.
No longer do red and blue streaks of light shine in a revolving circle. No white headlights shine almost directly into my eyes. My heart still thuds heavily inside of my chest wall and I can feel the blood as it pulses through veins that get tighter by the second. My throat is heavy and I can hardly breathe.
My spinal cord feels crushed and bruised as I stand on my feet again, my feet still sweaty and slick.
Trembling hands grab at the door knob to the front door and I rip it open, expecting to get shot down in an instant.
A smack of cold air hits me hard, pushing through my hair and sending chills down my exposed flesh. Leaves push against the ground with yellowing grass that now reached the middle of my shins. The air was silent, almost as if no one was around for miles and miles, as if I was the only remaining person in the neighborhood.
Shutting the door behind me, I stumble into the bathroom, knocking over things and nearly crashing my body into the sink.
Broken shards still line the back and the inside of my sink as I glance at a broken reflection of myself. My eyes are distant and hold no sparks of life, those were lost long ago.
Rather, they are just a darkened green, my hair lined with sweat. My ears no longer have tacky blood lining them and my hands are clean.
The blood never existed, at least not this time.
As I stumble into my bedroom, stripping off the shirt that was soaked with sweat and tears and tossing it somewhere on the floor, I can feel the cold air hit my body.
As soon as I lay my head down against the pillow, the same whispering of voices return.
They are further away, in some deep crevice of my mind and brain.
I can close my eyes and sleep, undisturbed by the voices.