Frustrations

As I write this – I want to drop out of school. The course load is heavy and I don’t feel as though I belong. I’m back to my high school days where I no longer feel as though I fit in. I try to imagine a future in my major but I keep drawing up blanks. At the same time I don’t want to admit defeat and don’t want to feel like a drop out. As I write this I am nearly done with my Fall Semester of Junior year. I truly don’t have that much longer to go. I am doing well in class but I’m not hungry to succeed anymore. I put off doing homework and studying just to stress myself out the night before. This entire process is exhausting and I just wish that I had clarity on everything.

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